i used to love going to australia.. because that was my escape.. my eutopia. my safehouse..

now that there's finally a safehouse here.. i felt so blessed.. when i see the smiles from their faces.. the beautiful laughters which ive not heard for so long.. i knew that everything was right..

everything was planned out for you.. vion did all the hard work.. we were so happy to know that we can finally escape our many years of hell.

we begged you for help and you refused.. so we stood strong on our own and had hoped that we wpuld be your motivation and your reason to be strong.

you claimed that we were your reason.. you claimed that you are doing everything for us.. you claimed that you have chosen us.. you claimed that you have thought things through..

then why.. why did you destroy our eutopia that wasnt built on anything but our own desire to be happy?

why are you your top priority? how could you even think of forcing us to go back to hell so that you can escape back to your eutopia and leave us to torture?

the scars that we bear cannot be seen.. because we are teained to hide it all.. the scars and fear that we carry.. you did not understand our silent pleads.. and now, you do not understand our voiced pleads?

you believe that you yourself is pitiful.. i tried to protect you for so long.. i stood before you and took the scars upon myself.. but you.. you would not do the same for us..

lies.. you claim to love us.. to be sacrificing so much for us.. yet, you want us to enter hell again and again.

again and again, you closed your eyes and your ears.. even when we have craved a road out for you.. why..

pls..help..us..

why wouldnt you do that.. dont you love us.. disnt you promised to protect us...? do we not exist to you?

to him.. we are just a cover.. i tot you were different.. i guess to you, we are also just a cover..

today, you have disappointed us so greatly..

you wish for us to be.suffering just so that you would look better..

why..