21 mins.. 2.4km

More like a walk than a run!!!

Doubt

Am i really on the right path?

I dunno what i've been doing. Im not good at theory, im not good with calculations, im not good with programing.. WIll i really be a good engineer?

Lately,  i've been studying hard.. But my grades have been depressing.. I dunno what to do...

Waves of physical and mental exhaustion have been hitting me lately..

Things that i have thought that i'm  good at, well, ends up with me being crappy at..

So, is there anything im good at..?

Who was i trying to fool.. You can never be mine... Never..

The way you judge people with no evidence.. The way you act superior to others..

I dunno what to believe.. Sometimes you seem humble and kind, yet sometimes you're cunning and judgemental in the worst possible way..

I dont ever want to be like you.. I want to learn people's stoey before i even judge.. Till i even know an ounce of their story, i want to think the best of them..

I want to be humble and kind.. I dont want to plot against people.. To use my strength against people.. I dont want to hurt people..

I am not like that now.. But that's the kind of person i strive to be..

I know that im similar to you, that makes me a hypocripe.. Yet I eill try and break away from that..

I once would give up anything to be you.. I no longer wish so..

Somehow.. You both disgust me.. Most importantly, Im disappointed.. Im sorry but I am..

sunrise!!! how quickly it chnges

becausw of that one thing which you've said before.. its too disappointing..

you werent there...

dont insult the only person who ever stood by me..

had a Singaporean Student Society gathering ytd.. hahahha..

tio schemed.. they said that dinner would be provided.. but only finger food were.

being the Singaporeans that we are, many chased after the waiters carrying trays of food.. it was actually really comical.. hahahah..

so we went out to some korean place to eat but since there were 20of us, we had to split.. so we went with the seniors.. Ted didnt wanna join us though.. hmm.. its strange that he went out of his way to ensure we're all in one grp and he's in another..

but had a blast with the seniors!! YeeKwong, Johnathan and Sebestian were sharing alot of stupid stories of their roadtrips.. it sounds soooo fun!!!

Darrel (?) was so quiet.. hes a business student.. so he spent his days watching drama.. such luck.. we do assignments everyday!!!!!

awesome night though.. with korean bbq.. Yeekwong drove us back.. awesome dude!!!!!! i hope Si Wei walked Xiao Ching home.. =\